Monday, August 17, 2009
back to basics ; 3:39 AM
im back.
same ol' me here.
nothing's new.
life is a bore.
well, things have been interesting since i met her.
but, she doesnt know how i feel about her
and neither do i know how she feels.
and now, she's seeing someone else but she's still going out with me
i do like her and feeling the love but i cant seem to express it.
i dont wanna lose her.
i really need help.
i dont know how to solve this prob of mine.
those passing by this blog, pls do help me.
Labels: failing the love again
Saturday, May 09, 2009
imperfect me. ; 2:20 AM
alot things happened recently.
Cuzzy Ain got engaged. Congrats to her.
Kahwin cepat2, aku nk jadi cameraman kau.
im outta my house.
currently at cuzzies house.
tons of problems are dropping on me.
Dear ALLAH, pls do help me find a way out.
and to Ms Ayeen, im sorry for the things i've said
which might have hurt you.
am truly sorry.
only god know i am.
this is the side of the imperfect me.
correct me for the mistakes i've done.
sorry may not be of the best word i can say.
Monday, January 19, 2009
2009 ; 1:28 PM
wow. like finally 2009 arrived.
but it didnt go so well in welcoming 2009.
eh wait, its been a month since the last update uh.
hahaha.
thank god.
the car repair cost has been settled by friends.
many thanks.
i'll pay u guys back a.s.a.p
and also thank god
i wonder why im still in NYP
hahaha
go FAD.
strive, persevere and excel
hahah
(mcm phm laa kau fad)
must study, study, study !
the weekends i had was bad.
bgn, mkn, tdo.
hahah
i had nowhere to go.
no one asked me out.
so it was a stay home weekend.
hmm, alrighty.
im out of word for this entry.
im logging off now.
adios amigos.
faLique.
Friday, December 19, 2008
bad life. ; 7:56 PM
well, i havent been updating much.
right now, im in alot of deep trouble, serious deep shit.
i got into a car accident and n0ow im stuck.
i need 3 thousands bucks for the cost of repairing the car.
where the hell am i gonna get that kind of money ?
only GOD knows.
no bad stuffs in my mind just the clean ones.
darn. yeah, grateful to friends who helped me settled this.
many thanks. dad bought me a new mini notebook.
jyeah, cool shits man !!!!
till the take care and enjoy the hols !!
Saturday, September 06, 2008
the few weeks. ; 10:05 PM
it has been a while..
many things occurred and passed..
i'm still craving for that someone..
i miss her..
ramadhan has been good for me..
cutting down on the ciggs, food and etc etc..
hmmm.......
i'm in search of a job desperately...
have been looking around but none available..
again, im out of words....
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Thursday, August 21, 2008
i regret. ; 12:18 AM
pain is the best way to describe me now.
i regret the decision.
its now like menyesal tak sudah.
i didnt want her to cry so much and feel sad.
i had no choice.
i thought taking my leave was the best way,
but now i regretted it.
exams was quite tough.
i wasnt fully prepared for it.
im hoping for the best.
i'll try to buck myself up.
all there's left in me is myself.
im empty.
i wish i could rewind time back.
gosh.
im lost.........
Friday, August 15, 2008
a ray of hope. ; 11:46 PM
the light of hope is gone.
she says, she doesnt want to give me hope.
then, a question i wanted to ask..
was that hope yesterday ?
i hope it was..
i really hope it is..
i love her.
but i dont know whether she feels the same abt it.
i may not be of what u expected.
but, i'll improve as time passes by..
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