now, its back to square.
im back to the way i was before.
msg huda in the morning.
she didnt replied me until ard 10 plus at night.
i was damn worried abt her.
she was with yazid.
they got back together. :(
i cared and loved her but its all gone.
i got nothing to say about that.

went to the hosp for my check up.a
the doc had a nose scope done.
it was awfully painful.
the doc referred me to the neurologist.
the something wrong with my brain.
im going for a citiscan next wednesday.

i know my body well
and i can feel that my health is deteriorating.
im not sure how much longer im able to sustain.
feel like this is the worst of my life.

now, im over at mac ecp all alone.
alone.
this has been what i am all along.
life is full of sweetness and sourness.
and often, people only remember the sourness...
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